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France and England are alike right. Both green lands with countryside. As we move further up north we get to the Scottish lowlands and then the highlands right, it's a gradual incline and then it stops. So where the fuck are the mountains gone huh? Scottish people where's your mountain, where's your mountain Scotland where's your mountain. Snowdon is some flat land with a mound on it, not a proper mountain at all, you've got them licked, just find your mountain.

If anybody is under the misconception that I am in control of their life or that they are somehow at my beck and call, under one condition you're not. That condition is that you do not rape, murder, enslave or have any kind of control over the lives of me, my family, my friends or anyone else you seem to think you have the right to control mentaly or physicaly. You don't.

Goodbye.

I always wondered why Dan Quayle was thought of as an idoit. Today on another blog I stumbled upon this quote...

"The Holocaust was an obscene period in our nation's history. I mean in this century's history. But we all lived in this century. I didn't live in this century."
Senator Dan Quayle, Sept. 15, 1988

This makes absoloute sense to me and on some level Dan Quayle knew what he was talking about. He doesn't specificaly mention the nazi holocaust and I don't think that is what he was talking about. I think he was talking about the current "holocaust" which is the enslavement of the world through hypnosis. I have previously called it slavery, murder, genocide, and rape.

"The Holocaust was an obscene period in our nation's history"
America's involvement in this mass enslavement as victims. As oppressors?
"I mean in this century's history."
Thereby putting it into a timeframe ahead of the coming century.
"But we all lived in this century"
Meaning we weren't physically killed but mentally murdered.
"I didn't live in this century"
He wouldn't accept his enslavement as life and give it any more authority than it had allready stolen over him.

I think this is as important a quote in world history as any other.

Also notice the similarities between the date of the speech, Sept 15 1988, and 9/11. And also while I was counting out the difference in days between the 11th and the 15th I was told "4 ohms", something that has been told to me a few times before when finding out about octaves, frequencies and binaural beats.

Been a hell of a week.

The champions league final turned out completly different. It was 2-1 to Barca but i'd find it hard to believe it wasn't still rigged.
Don't ask me:-)I wouldn't know;-)

Brought a new music package for a tenner, it doesn't work either, from the same company to. Can't find any others guess i'll just keep giving it a try.

Again been a couple of bad days. Someone was screwing with my hearing meaning I couldn't listen to the couple of binaural cd's I have managed to make and I'm not sure if they work either. but they do obviously cause it's all about positive thought.

Thiery Henry says "he's been tapped up". Look for it as a future headline.

Also I'd like to remind you that the Arsenal/Barca match tommorrow may end with a draw and arsenal winners. 2-2 or 4-4. Barca leading in the first half and the 49th miniute. Goals in the first and last miniutes miniute. Henry and ronaldinho and edu and pires may all score. "we've been waiting for time to win it".

Can't buy any music software in any computer shops. Idiotic or a conspiracy. Both.

I'm pretty sure they'll make this one happen. A Boeing will crash outside Houston

Not had a pleasant night.

The binaural beat experiments are on the backburner for now as the music software i was sold is utter crap and has just stopped. It was being controlled by the goveratti scum, don't know how but according to their voices in my head I had to ask for it to work. All other music packages I have are the same kind of garbage and fuck these arseholes. I'll be writing some of them letters, no doubt it will make them laugh, create and i hope no fucking $$$$$ and glory. The cheap trashy scum. Fuck em up the arse pieces of fucking utter shit.

On the other hand they may be unaware of all of this. Who knows. But for the purposes of my existence they can fuck themselves and die. Fuck em and anyone who stands with them. They have been controlling my internet connection, my cable, everything about my life that i'm aware of and no doubt a whole load more i'm not. Fuck em again fuck dem.

I can be contacted at forge2me.yahoo.co.uk and will these pricks have the balls to do it?

Why is america not a true democracy?

Because it has no place for a monarchy, whether it be an authoritarian or passive one. Why even france, a self proclaimed republic, not even a fully fledged democracy has set aside a patch for those self retiring familial types who need not look pretty 24/7 or field idiotic questions such as why your personal computer keeps breaking down.

Should not a democracy, at it's purist include all, fascist and republic, communist and theocratic, capitalist and socialist, rich and poor, woman and child, rapist and purile, spiritual and presbetarian, murdering and gentile.

For is that not the essence of it's beauty. Where would the slave chain be with out.

"It's Edu now" meaning the goalscorer in the Champions league final and "it's over now"

Another attempt at binaural beats today, my third one and again I kept hearing voices and not much new happened that I'm aware of. Same old rubbish commands repeating over and over.

Also "i'm a hunter" again meaning I have some control over people. I believe it's limited and what little I have could be having a bad effect on them. Please ignore my negative thoughts and focus on yourself, your family and friends and anyone else you care about. Realsie that you and they have been hypnotised and you need to do something about it.

By the way I believe Italy could be going to the World Cup Final. I'll get you the exact quote tommorrow.
Also "Theo Walcott does score in the World Cup finals. Get over it"

Villa are going to finish 4th. It's bullshit, what I want is proper matches with proper players playing football and not rigging the games.

Also "you've fucked Everton". You meaning me and "finishing lower than next season" I thought it meant relegation.

Also my first attempt at binaural beats tonight I want to try it with a more natural sound but haven't got that far yet. I'll be useing an 880hz wave at -24 decibels, not sure how it's going to turn out. If I don't post tommorrow take it that it's gone a bit wrong. Not quite the wright brothers I know but the dangers are very real whether both in my mind and life I know not but at least Scott had the bloody weather to prove his couragious magnificance I have but my feverish mind and a whimpering dog like psyche. Now you'll almost never here a cool, hip type utter these words to his readersslashfanbase but I'm not cool hip or have any readers I'll add to all you delinquents out there please note the sarcasm.

Telepathy beats and guitar hypnosis. Nope these aren't just random words lumped together to seem interesting, insightful and original, which seems to be the basis of most novels and short stories these days but it's an accurate description for my life today.

More information and more questions.

Are the goveratti talking to you in your head by telepathic means? Do you know what they want because I don't. I'm being told "peace", a subjective word. This is providing that telepathy is real. I don't mean telepathy as in you are aware of what people are thinking, doing and you can talk to them because you have hypnotised them to carry out each and all of your commands, which is one hell of a (immoral) feat but it's not real telepathy, more like a charlatan's attempts at telepathy. Kind of like a magician sawing his assisstant in half.
I'm talking about real telepathy, the ability to project your thoughts into someone's mind with out using words or visual images? If that's possible and everyone's aware of it why are we carrying on like nothing's different? I ask because my thoughts are being read and I know I'm not telepathic and neither is anyone in my family, if it's real it must be everyone else.

I'd like to know which of the 2 above scenarios it is because I don't want to be a part of it ever, yes that's ever as in ever and ever. There is one other thing it could be but i'll leave it for anther day.

I've bought a guitar today to help me create some binaural beats and I'm being taught by people who could be and probably are members of the goveratti. Been using the internet to download lessons aswell and I know they are all in control of the net. Unbelievable.

lines.

If I think or do something bad then I am punished, if I don't I guess I'm still serving time from the last one. You get punished for my crimes too. I have all the incentive I need. There is no privacy and nothing is personal and it's all crap. They could own your body and life before and they can own your mind and life now, it's lockdown and I see lots of people throwing themselves under cart horses when they could be doing something constructive instead of listening in and feeding me crap.

I'm guessing this is going to be one fucking bastard of a historical age or one hell of a present one. Shite it's never going to end cause humans are an incompetant design and I hope Allah doesn't mind me saying that.

Where's my noose I said moose

If you're going on holiday please remember don't feed the pigeons cause the locals don't like you destroying their grandad's hobby...

...which with a sly bit of thinking can also be conived into spirituality and thereby buy you favour with a buddhist

...but remember a monk has many things to ponder keep your questions unopenended unless you are willing to pay for ice cream and not that cheapass hagen das crap either.

Here's a couple i've been keeping from you:- Ellis is at Villa till death do us part, and Inter and Real Madrid will meet in the future sometime and Inter are "at Arsenal".

I saw a child prancing around like a showpony, she had to be less than 2 years old the other day.

i don't need to start again, i'm not at second 1 of my existence and i'm humping all baggage it'll be needed where i'm going

I heard about scientology and i'll i have to say is that most likely the big secret being kept is that you've all been hypnotised and are slaves and no doubt someone will get round to telling you eventually.

Look up in the sky is it a plane flying really really low breaking ground control regulations like they are around here?

The DaVinci code someone tell me someone doesn't know about this. You're all aware of it at a theta subconscious level, you just need to be told on a conscious beta/gamma level. It's the truth. Learn hypnosis, use your brains natural abilities, control your brainwaves through the use of auditory or visual methods if you have to.

Are there any real people on the internet, are you typing out what you've been told to or are you living your life by the rubbish I spout and the delusion in my brain and are steadfastly refusing to take control of your own lives. Are you even aware of this.

More predictions

I don't know how to write this correctly the way it came into my head but this is the gist of it:-
Thiery Henry scores in UEFA champions league semifinal probably in 07/08. It's "going to be a good year for him" He4's going to Barca maybe. The 4 was typed in accidently and I've left it in and noted it. The dude who used to cover the NFL for channel 4 in England could be going to SKY as could John Inverdale.

stupidity

Stupid thought of the day, which isn't true, the h in David Beckham's name is offensive cause it spells out the word ham.

7 May 06

On 26 of April I posted this comment:-
"Another of tonight's matches is a premiership game. Liverpool v West Ham. "quarterfinal replay" Is what I've been told. Don't understand that. Maybe the result will be the same as a past quarterfinal game between these two or maybe it's going to be the same as their upcoming cup final. Don't know."

And then on the 27 of April I posted this comment:-
"After, through my mind I asked for...Liverpool2westham1, I thought "reverse" got told "away leg"."

Today's result West Ham 2 Tottenham 1 with goals from Fletcher, Benayoun and Defoe, it was also a London derby, last league game of the season, West Ham were at home, they were away against Liverpool, they've just qualified for a place in the UEFA cup and this is a quote after the game from John Motson "they played this like a cup final."
Also as I typed this I was told "Tottenham drew with West Ham, that's what everyone thinks" and "Goals from Alan Pardew's boys".

Another prediction "Steven Gerrard going to score a good goal at the World Cup when I watch" and I've just been told that "Steven Gerrard is going to save the World Cup for us" by a current England player, and as I type this I was told "ex-England player". I was talking about David Beckham.

About the Champions League final again, I've been told "Henry is going to win".

This just in "Steven Gerrard could be riding home after the World Cup" and "every game is just warming up".

9/11.

There are serious questions that need answering about 9/11. Is there anyone who knows someone who was either killed or hurt during the distruction of the twin towers. Does someone have a death certificate? Can someone prove without a doubt that they knew someone who was killed?

I ask these questions to find out if people did die in the towers and the airplanes. Or is it a metaphor for the world being hypnotised and if it is, where all of the people who were there that day aware of it, where they actors, members of the public who didn't know what was going on. When were those images filmed, before or during the collapse, did the towers come down on 9/11 or before?

And what of the Guantanamo Bay prisoners, Zacharias Moussaoui, the dead and wounded in Afghanistan and Iraq.

The mass enslavement through hypnosis of the world is fact, what about Aileen Wuornos, Fred and Rosemary West, Harold Shipman, Charles Manson, various peadophilles, the missing children and all others, exactly what is going on?

As i typed this i was told "freed" when i was typing about the Guantanamo Bay prisoners.

another prediction

Watch for the USA at the world cup. "Bruce Arena always wins."

Wrongness of what it is

I don't see the point of what's going on. Whatever is being done is so insane. It's the stupidiest thing in the world, done by people who should and if their rhetoric and speeches are to be believed, do know better. There are no excuses what so ever. It needs to be undone and with the resources they have it could be done probably overnight.

I can't understand why it hasn't. The only reason I can think of is they are unaware of it which has to be ridiculous because they know what I'm going to do before I do and have fed me information about what will happen months before it has.

I don't understand it and no one has given me an answer why it's happening.

I can't see how anyone cannot see this as the rape, slavery, genocide and murder it is.

"we can see the point. It's stupid" is what I just got told.

A post i made on a forum

I'll prove to you life's been rigged. I've been told by certain players, that the Champions League final will be won by barcalona. There will be a goal in the first miniute and one in the last. Ronaldinho will score and as I type this they might have changed it cause i've know been told "thierry henry" will score and "finished". The best of got. That last sentance was added in by someone else as I clicked to post, while it was loading i noticed that lol had been added and when it finished loading i.e. the message posted the best of got was written at the end.

binaural beats
I've just got done making a binaural cd with some samples I downloaded from the internet. Had difficulty getting hold of audio packages at a reasonable price. Was sold some garbage. The one I have is being plagued by gremlins, don't know how to use it much and add to the fact that I know next to nothing about music other than I want a certain frequency in one ear and a different one in the other means I am having difficulty in making my own. It has a waveform generator which I should be grateful for but I'm not. I'm not sure how the tone being generated from the waves will affect my hearing so won't try it until I've tried out other possibilities first. Don't know how to have a different frequency in each ear on the audio package I have, not sure if it's even possible so I plan on making 2 cd's, with the frequency I need in each one, play them on 2 cd players with 2 sets of headphones. Will see how that goes.
Bloody argos.

Argos sold me the crappiest camcorder in existence. It barely films anything 6 yards away. Image is full of shadows and the image shakes. After taking it back to them they checked it out, said nothing was wrong with it, during my complaining the battery died and she said that she couldn't see the image anymore and I had to take the thing back home and charge it up. After bringing it back so she could check it some more she still decided that there was nothing wrong with it. She called some little tosspot over who also decided there was nothing wrong with it when it is quite clearly not fit for the task it is purportedly being sold for. They have decided to send the thing to Samsung to check it out. Now if the other camcorders are like the one I was sold then they are a shoddy company that sells crap goods. On the other hand if they deem it unacceptable then I should get my money back. Of course that doesn't change the fact that the camera is unfit for sale because it can't do what it's supposed too and Argos are shite.

Of course this is based on a real world complaint and not in the "really real" show which we live. I was told by a voice in my head that "it got dropped on the way back" so sod em.

Still not as bad as the idiots that run the Currys/Dixons/PC World branch who couldn't sell anything that worked to save their lives. Everything I have bought from them, going back to decades has been faulty and they've done sod all about it. Only problem is those idiots seem to be the only electrical goods company around at the moment. Tossers.

"Now it just got war."

WOW. so solly my fault.

WOW this is amasing. Turds.

...by the turds occupying my brain and body and apparantly i'm the one making them turds or so sez their represnted leader

democracy at it's purest will through it's sheer brilliance encompasse all of these. it's a case of take your pick, wanna be a rebulican, fine, wanna be a communist, fine, wanna be theocrat fine, fascist, fine, capitalism that's just great couldn't do it without all you socialists anyway and socialists well ? and on and on. It's equality and were would my self-esteem be without the fire of hate for the equality i don't believe in. democracy is and always has been nothing but a crock of shit as is civilisation in it's present and past forms and it's future cause the crock can never be removed. it merely transforms into something unrecognisable for a while, as hidious as it is to look at don't take your eye of it cause it's hard enough to spot as it is with all these liers and decievers around, trying to charm you into accepting it. It's simple, It's pure, It's power. Can't break It, don't befriend It and shitting on It's diseased stinking corpse is hard to do every second of every day but It's an undertaking when there's no better.

I know that most if not all people have been hypnotised. I don't know how much control they have over their lives or other peoples but I believe it is minimal at best and they are not aware of their current predicament and the knowledge of it is buried in their subconscious mind.

As I observe people's reactions around me they are at times irrational, at times concilliatory and other times they are, what would be considered the manners of people who have mental and physical disorders. Their mannerisms can change suddenly and stay that way for an indefinete period of time, maybe even life. I have seen someone develop a lisp as I heard him speak and a voice warning me it would happen after it had. I have even seen two family members, not mine walking with limps which I believe are not even caused by any body defects but are instead a product of the mind.

My own arm had swollen up with blood making it look like it was broken. A day later the swelling subsided and all is back to normal.

I have observed the body language of the people around me and at times they have the same facial characteristics and body language of various famous people. This is apparent even in children as young as 18 months. Some peopl even have the same posture as me.

This year or possibly towards the end of last year I have watched a football match in which an Ajax player played exactly like Edgar Davids, I'm being told in my mind "Danny Blint" but I never saw Danny Blint play so I can't compere the three but I have seen Davids play and he ran, tackled and even had the same burst of pace, demeanor and all action attitude as Davids. Not in some generic way but almost a carbon copy. I only saw the end of the game so he may have been a sub, and he was black, for reference purposes.

Some football clubs have openly admited to useing sports psychologists and they should be aware of this, whether they are only they can answer. I believe this is done through the use of, just been told "stringent drug tests", hypnosis.

I don't know how everybody came to be under this hypnotic spell nor do I know when it happened but I have seen the signs of it in archive footage which stretches back a long time. Whether all of this footage has been tampered with I don't know but I do know that some definetly has.

One of the ways the spell continues is that parents are hypnotising their children and possibly others without their knowledge and consent. This is done through the manipulation of alpha brainwaves and I have witnessed this myself.

People around me are having various commands triggered by coming into contact with me and others. I know they are aware on some level of what I am thinking because when I think of something/say it in my mind they sometimes respond to it. Something I can't stand and I am totally against it.

"through the use of psychosurgery" just been told.
2 may 06

Barca Arsenal "one from Ronaldinho". Meaning a goal.

2 May 06

Barca Arsenal. "watch for a goal in the 1st miniute and in in the 90th".
"There's no more Al Zarqawi's"

"That's how I remember what happened" from watching the TV. From footballer.

Etoo may leave after cup final, "if asked". I won't. "a sister did" "finish" .

01 May 06

Curbishley resigns from Aston Villa suddenly.

"Fred Funk is Jim Furyk"

"Michael Owen will decide after the world cup whether he wants to play golf or betting or football".

1 may 06

Weekends results got them all wrong.

But Curbishley resigned as Charlton manager.

"Collegiate, Barry Bonds got the sack"

I am linked up with some if not all people mentally. Through my witting and willing negative thoughts you are being manipulated. It has been my mind that has been sucking the world into this genocide, rape and enslavement and I have been aware of it for some time. I take full responsibility and offer my apologies for not doing anything about it sooner. I am sorry and would like for things to improve. Could you please help improve the world and make it a better place for all. Thank you for all the help that you have providid me with which went unnoticed and unappreciated. I look forward to the future.

bad day 28 april 06

Been kicked out of an internet cafe cause apparently there was a virus on
the computer after I'd started typing. Rubbish is what it is.

More of today's predictions I helped manipulate, last night. For today's
games.

Birmingham/Newcastle. Newcastle win.
Chelsea/ManU. Draw.
Liverpool/Villa. Draw.
ManCity/Fulham. Draw.
Wigan/Portsmouth. Draw.
Paris/Marseille. Marseille win.
Real Zaragoza/Espanyol. Zaragoza win.
Lyon/St Etienne. Draw.
MKDons/Tranmere. MKDons win or draw.

Liverpool/Villa. 2-2 or 0-0. Fowler double and McCan and Hendrie.

Borgetti might score like a scouser. Meaning alot from now on.

Other stuff I was told while picking these results.
"Heskey might score for newcastle...""now you're ours forever"
"B'ham might win at newcastle" I reckon heskey scoring and Blues winning
are rubbish. Scewing with me. These came from a bluenose.
Marlon Harewood might score at Blackburn.
Zaragoza. "Savo's the home team. Yees" Zaragoza win.
MK Dons staying up and promation next season or season after.
PortVale/Preston is a vale win.
"Defoe scores Wednesday." Said by Hollywood actor.
Borgetti "might score like Iran"
Kevin Nolan "scores wednesday a strike."
Stead "scores on Sunderland. Friday"
Henry scores like Van Percy. "done". Side step 3 players. A rocket
into top corner. At world cup I reckon.
Kuqi. "may bend world cup." "watch out for that one on your TV
sets"
Beattie might score against Villa every game.
Jason Roberts might join Henri Camara at world cup.
Prso almost scores at world cup. With a freekick.
"Harewood might score at Cambell Ashton" Harewood and Ashton
both play for west ham and today they play against west brom
who have Kevin Campbell in the team.

Also more of my manipulations with help. England/Sweden. Asked for draw.
2-2. "Michael Owen Rooney might get the double." Asked for Mellberg to
score 2. Asked for Larsson to be topscorer at world cup. "Rooney second
Larsson third" Asked for Iranian player third. Mahdavikia,the right
or is it left winger? might come in third will score some goals.

Told "Tom Cruise may have town closed down" for "premiere of my film"
Came out of XXXXX's mouth. I think it meant Samual L Jackson's BREAKING
NEWS "next" END film.

Also checked the fixtures for the first round of world cup matches.
Sweden's opening game against BREAKING NEWS "Holland or Democratic Republic
of China" END Trinidad is on a saturday.